stuff I wrote on the way to bed Monpm

A tool I invented to faciltate the maybe peculiar streaming I do and love is "the Frame." Basically, I set up a stack of prenumbered lines and start writing.. counting on the linewrap and the down arrow to make this sucker work. It does.. almost magnificently. Drop into the frame and type.. watch a second had somewhere and click the down arrow @ the min mark. DON'T use a return, it'll screw things up severely. I usually opt for the 15min frame, but I keep @ least one clean ten min frame around, too. Once this thing's set up, if you like it, it IS sorta imortant to keep a couple of "clean" versions around, else by the time you've created the frame, the "muse" has fled. JUST in case you think you'd like to play w/my toy, I'll put a clean frame @ the bottom of the post. All you hafta do is clip it onto a word page.. I save everything as txt, you'll do as you see fit, I'm sure.
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Happy Mon, for another five or six min. Put the Ambien in and then we need to see about getting the whine, including this mention, of or about missing the slashettes off the screen.
May I suggest the paper eater as a way to get the screen cleared inna hurry?
OR, there's always the frame thing.
Yeah, I've got a clean one and a spare.
Let's do that.
The frame?
Yeah, we'll drop down into it in JUST a couple of clicks.
Yep, I think it'll be JUSTabout midnite when the festivities begin.
C'mon Dave, give me a break.
1) Unchained. Yeah, I'd like to think so, but it's more like Lennon's Watching the Wheels. I.. I'm fine.. been eating chill pills
2) like M&Ms all day, but I'm good. The dope's kept the anger and associated wild ness at bay and I'm bedward having gotten nods from readers @ A Muse and..and crap I think I missed my mark.
3) readers @ A Muse and @ my "new" G blog. The G blog is a real trip.. got an audience of one, it's the gal
4) I discovered when I googled in "bipolar funs" a couple or three months ago. There were some strong geographic ties.. it was so
5) alarmingly random that the wide search would bring me another "writer" in my on backyard. I can't tell that she's actually reading s
6) the stuff I'm posting, but it's good to have a tiny little community. I really would like to build up some trust w/the gal
7) and compare stories.. how did you come to realize that you had "this affliction" and how long did it take to get "under control?"
8) my own story focuses, by necessity on the very public meltdown and then gets weird
9) isay, often, that my previous experience w/a shitload of recreational drugs made it easy for me to recognize
10) that my brain chemistry was severely whacked. I'd spend more
11) than a couple of years making light-hearted jokes about my bad brain chemistry and when the hammer came down it sure enough smacked
12) the livin' shit out of me. Ultrafast rapid cycling.. racing up the mount of manic immortality
13) then slippin' down below the whale shit @ the bottom of the ocean six or ten times a day. It was brutal.
14) zzzzzzzzi .. praise God, I had the
15) good sense to start the medic wheels in motion and had Jen in my corner working the insurance angle since there was NO WAY that I coulda held those converses.


peace and hope
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