Yeah, well, we'll see

Hmm. It’s ten ‘til oneAM, now Sat 9-11-10. My intended opener went “I masturbate a lot, I don’t know if I’ve ever writ that line before.” And then it runs into a non-discussion about why, maybe, I’ve never committed that admission to.. ink or the electron string. It’s still a neat int ope, tho’, doncha think.. if I put it up @ A Muse, there’s a light chance someone would ask about it; those sorta things are generally pitched out JUST to get somekinda reaction, anyway. You’ve GOT to know that I’m nearly desperate for attention, that’s why I kinda cultivated the persona of the “say anything” guy. I guess it’s more like the “admit anything” fella. Glynda asked me today, in the context of my mention that I didn’t sleep @ all Wed, what I do w/all those min and suggested the answer that I write and I seemed to agree. Would she have been shocked if id said I masturbate a lot.. prob’ly not. In fact, it is the thing I do most when I’ve got idle hands. I write, eh, maybe a lot, depends on whose standard you use.. not so much in relation to Martha, f’rinstance.. she’s a writing machine, and publishing most of every line she writes, it seems. I get my share of lines filled, I think, tho’ not nearly enough.. there’s so much I want to say that I “can’t” and so DAMN many stories I want to tell but can’t seem to get out of the stream. Out of the stream.. in that ref, I mean that I can’t get my modality out of the stream, I can start reelin’ on a story string and then it starts to run deep and the line breaks.. like that anglin’ metaphor? It’s okay. JUST in case, there’s something to be gained by doing short posts, I’m going to break this chunk off and stick it up @ both blogs..

peace and hope
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hmmm

So, no posts in the relative -here- since late May.. I guess I understand that, I mostly post @ LiveJournal. There are things I don't especially LIKE about the GoogleBlog spot, notably it seems like I have to actually come SEE the page and posts to see if I collected the rare comment.. whereas @ A Muse (my LJ blog) the commentscome right to my my gmail. BUT if you've dropped in.. probably boo.. go ahed (please and browse; most of it's stuff from my machine journal (as opposed to my ink journal) and theres one stretch of five or so posts where I come to grips with the psychosexual obsession that literally wrecked my mind.. well, I've mostly gotten over it; that's here too, I think.
Please don't leave without TRYING to leavea comment.. that's another thing I've "heard," izzat sometimes comments don't want to stick.
peace and hope
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