Wednesday, April 29, 2009

wow.. got it up again so quickly

(living better w/chemistry)

Ah.. strike a formerly familiar pose.. feet up on the huge desk w/the k'board in my lap. The wireless is really good for that. So.. am I afraid of the noise or afraid of the quiet?
Why does it hafta be fear?
It's something Glynda suggested.
Ahhh, the wise one. Yeah, It's good to have her back, but.. well she's.
She says she's fine but she's not.. imean she...
What?
I dunno. It IS good to have her back where I can see her. Glynda was slippin' away before the tragedy, now she's nearly absent.. and I don't know how to bring her back. I suppose that she doesn't want to BE back.
You definitely need to get back into therapy. Yeah, I won't argue that point; the thing is, I don't know what I want to get from therapy.
Well, for a while, there's that hole that's going to open when school ends and you lose contact w/George and Glynda. And, y'know Glynda will be gone forever. Yeah, but ibetcha it'll be easier to bear than losing "her replacement."
You crack me up.
I'm glad you're so easily amused.
Sometimes it needs to be that way.
I could easily dope up and go to bed.
It'd probably be easier to get bedded rcnow than after the girls get back. I didn't and I haven't. I'm going to clip this chunk, close the spot and move to the relative actual em doc, oh nine.
And so I have, sort of. The relative actual thing refs to the way I’ve started keeping the “master” doc on my desktop and occasionally backing that version onto the j’drive. Yeah.. and the relative last time I tried to back up the files between the two j’drives I got seriously frustrated and it didn’t get done. There’s simply too much clutter.
FUCK ! ! I absolutely can’t believe it’s after 130AM again. Didn’t this happen yesterday, too? Well, I s’pose that I’ll load up the Dambien and try to follow the chemical trail into Slumberland. I know worse things have happened and now that I think about it, it’s not even nearly the worst that’s happened in.. ohh.. the last twelve hours.
Are you going to take the pill or not?
Yeah. How are we set for frames?
Frames, really, you want to mess w/THAT? Fine. Y’like the ten or fifteen?
I’ll almost always pick the fifteen.
Ready when you are.
1) click. So Michelle finds that gesture distracting. Ahhh, that’s JUST a shame. I’ll tell y/what’s distracting and that’s what happens when you forget what’s s’posed to be
2) going on and hit the return key instead. Yeah, that’s less fun than usual.. MUCH less fun than usual. SO.. yeah.. so.. got the Stones in the shuffle Playin’ w/Fire.
3) Or somethinglke that. Yeah and there’s the shift.. the really slow shift. Sounds like maybe something live. I know this song. Yeah I bet you do. I can’t pick it up yet.. can’t immedia
4) whoops I missed my drop trying to identify the guitar. Ahh, it’ll be all right. Could it be Zappa? I’m sure it could be,
5) but I kinda don’t think so. It’s more likely to be Satriani. Yeah, I could believe that. I may hafta give up a few seconds and bring up the MediaPlayer screen to see what’s
6) going on. Yeah.. it took about a minute and it WAS Zappa. Now the Stones have come back w/Brown Sugar. This is not going to make a good read. Oh
7) please, if you haven’t learned by NOW that it’s not always going to be sparkling and erudite then you really are bound for .. well another load of disappointment and heartbreak.
8) Another? Have I already gone thru’ that.. stuff? Um, don’t bug me, I came to play and you seem to be bent on harshing my buzz, which reminds me
9) very little that you forgot to put the Dambien in and it’s going go be after twoAM when we get done w/this exercise. Quit your
10) belly achin’ the pill’s in and Neil’s on. Ibetcha can’t name that tune. Yeah, sure I can, it’s JUST gonna take a minnit or few ’til the tit rolls
11) around. I think it’s prob’ly from the Living W/War thing.. Going Home. I think it’s from Broken Arrow. You’re
12) both wrong, it’s Going Home, but it’s from Are You Passionate. Wow, it doesn’t sound like the other songs on that disc @ all. Heh, aint that great. One more reason to like the man.
13) yeah. I know I’ve listened to ..Passionate about a zillion times for Don’t Tell and Mr Disappointment. And somehow got THAT sound all
14) associated w/the record.. so I didn’t recognize this tune, which I sorta clearly know, as being from that collection. Do you recognize that the fifteenth line is looming near?
15) Yeah, very near.. like, write up on the assembled us. So.. yeah, that was fun, it nearly always is and I reckon that’s why I keep doing it and
ding
and recommending it to others. And they seem NEVER to get it. Well, it’s likely an acquired taste, like the anticonvention and if you don’t do it a few times, then y’never acquire the taste for the wild and crazy funs found in or w/my toy.
You know what I want, now, doncha?
Yeah, you want to do the edit run and post this.
Wow, you know me so well. Why am I not surprised.
I think that was my line.
Oooh, there’s Annie & Eurhyhmics..The King and Queen of America. That is SUCH a good tune.. we two are one she sed.
Clint w/Cadillac Jack after the edit as I click the "post" button.. heh.. tit's Put Yourself in my Shoes. Hmmm.. nope, I'm pretty sure it's Cadilllac Jack Favor.
Well, must be somekinda odd ness IN the system.. rcnow it SAYS it's Rammble On Rose .. Great Dead, but it's clearly Brown Eyed Woman. I'm sooo not going to worry about it.

peace and hope
-km-

1 comment:

  1. haven't heard from you
    probably bored
    were you aa dj once? y
    you remind me of Tim
    did Dr. S change your meds?
    I hate ambien - gives me a hangover
    rather get that from alcohol
    bored out or my mind
    thinkng of buying a car
    that set my brother off on a tangent
    tired of lack of independence
    micello

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