oh CRAP ! !

I guess Willie said it best.. "gee aint it funny, how time slips away."
My old Win 98 platform crashed.. power supply or something, a hardware pror, not the trusted software. Anyhow, I found a machine to "fill the gap" for the psychotically compelled line stringer, and I set a little chunk w/intentions of moving it to the blog.. but that, um, well, it got complicated. in the meatine, txmichele has been by more than a couple of times.
Here's the piece I wanted to post about a month ago..
Yeah, a good news bad news thing. I've got a machine and I like it a lot.. I can get over not having i'net access for a while, but I was "cut" by the way Jen mouthed off suggesting that it was such a priority to get this box uppan running. I 'spose it was, tho;. It JUST sounds worse coming from her. So.. I haven't been able to find the boxes of DW3 disks. That's more aggravating than I can describe. The psychotic swing really is. Maybe I finally got enough Lorazepam (Ativan) in me, after four tries, to get tired. It's only 915pm, but i'm thinking that's socalled time for bed. Maybe tomorrow I can start browsing the disks i'm pretty darn sure I've wiped. Hmmph, it didn't take long to check the dozen or so disks i'd stashed in a bag. oh cool, I guess, this version of the malicious interface seems to be lazy and capricious about inserting caps. that'll be fun to watch and a bitch to edit. imean, @ what point do it decide the demonstration's gone quite far enough? So the machine is a blank slate and so are all the disks I've been able to find. I'm sure that SOMEdamnWHERE i've got a couple of small boxes loaded w/old DW3 files.. but I don't have a clue where they are. AND, I guess I mighta mentioned that I don't have i'net access w/this box, either. SO.. the only real purpose it serves is to help me out of the "typing emergency." I can live w/that for a while. I miss the smurf and I miss the dism .. but I could move some dism back to disk from the j'drive @ school if I really wanted to. Yeah, i've got options. Let's focus on averting the typing emergencies for a while and see how that goes. My rc impression izzat I'll be going to bed shortly. it's coming up on 1030pm, I think that's close enough to call it a night. Maybe not. Let's play w/the meds! That's usually a hoot. I'm going to forego the pm dose of the maint med Depakote and hit the Lexapro. There's a story there, but i'm not going into it write away. Oh, I need to get the timeset in. it's 1-30-09 @ 1042pm, i'm sitting in the office of the K'wood manse w/Johnny Cash accompanying himself w/his old guitar on some good old hymns in the hedfones. I'd like to be able to get this bit up on the "new" G blog, already. Maybe i'll get up and go check it out and use Jen's machine to put it up in the AM. i'm very interested in whether txmichele has been back. I'll make a point of noting that email addy she mentioned in her initial comment. Oh, here's a mentioned prayer for Angela's peace of mind and success w/her big test tomorrow. I think it's her certification on the line. Best wishes, gelita. At this point in the festivities, i'm thinking iota load up the, um, what's the name of the superfluous sleep aid.. AMBIEN! yeah, it's socalled time to hit the Ambien trail. Ah crap, I keep doing all that lexiKen stuff that txmi doesn't have the background to "unnerstan" ibetcha.. like that one. That's why I want to get in and see if she's been back to writ here writ.. i'm very interested in whether or how she coped w/the anticonvention. It's a vain Ken thing. The sleep aid is in, it's elevenpm. Let's all watch closely and see if the usual precursors slide by.. the tingly scalp, facial sag, sloppy finger work. There's @ least an average chance that the Lexapro will keep those familiar signs from manifesting. Yeah. Dope, why do you think they call 'em drugs? Happy Fri, ya'll. I will almost definitely f'sure make the perfect child gimme some min on her mom's 'puter in the AM so I can get this li'l screed posted @ writ here writ now. It seems like the thing to do. And if txmichele HASN'T been back, oh well, i'm going to put it up any way. And BY the way, the computer I'd been babying along.. the Win98 jobber.. ran out of steam Mon. I came in, pushed the power button, and nothing happened, and never did after that. Prob'ly a simple and cheap fix but I can't see putting a nickel into that machine, the fan was going out, too.. and I've been keeping all MY stuff on a jump drive. The relative THIS machine was built by my cousin, Jeff, fifteen years or so ago. It's a 386, if that means anything to you. It's REALLY old. It's got ports for 5" and 3" disks! That's the main reason we've kept it around. Hmm, 1112pm, I'm goin' to s'pose that the Lexapro has rendered the superfluous sleep aid completely useless. I kinda thought that might happen. It doesn't matter, tho'.. I'm going to go get under the mask and ibetcha I can slip thru' the gates of slumberland w/in ten or fifteen min. If not, I'll prob'ly be back in the relative here clutching a pen for a while. The pen stuff is usually more "soothing" than typing; I figure it has something to do w/the slower and more "controlled" rate of compostion. It's JUST a theory.

peace and hope
-km-