tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64189401157498696852011-12-14T16:04:50.876-06:00A guy.. a nice fella, really. I've always considered myself a writer.. been doing the LJ thing mainly irregularly since Sept or Oct '04. Read me and leave a comment, please.sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.comBlogger471100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-4338621855708060942010-09-11T01:19:00.001-05:002010-09-11T01:21:47.716-05:00

Hmm. It’s ten ‘til oneAM, now Sat 9-11-10. My intended opener went “I masturbate a lot, I don’t know if I’ve ever writ that line before.” And then it runs into a non-discussion about why, maybe, I’ve never committed that admission to.. ink or the electron string. It’s still a neat int ope, tho’, doncha think.. if I put it up @ A Muse, there’s a light chance someone would ask about it; those sorta

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-1007413224488781992010-09-08T18:59:00.002-05:002010-09-08T19:09:03.932-05:00

So, no posts in the relative -here- since late May.. I guess I understand that, I mostly post @ LiveJournal. There are things I don't especially LIKE about the GoogleBlog spot, notably it seems like I have to actually come SEE the page and posts to see if I collected the rare comment.. whereas @ A Muse (my LJ blog) the commentscome right to my my gmail. BUT if you've dropped in.. probably boo..

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-42063063242702058872010-05-30T00:56:00.006-05:002010-06-21T04:02:03.016-05:00

As a rule (my own), I don't write into the blog space, nearly everything is composed in the machine journal.. THAT'S what I was trying to find! the "invitation to play in my wrandomness generator." Hang oh, I'll do it writ here.. heh.I've got this doc.. a compilation really, I call the Fake Chronolgy; it's 1170 (relative currently) pages of personal and often crypic prose spanning about 25 years

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-75004080469432689192010-04-20T17:11:00.000-05:002010-04-20T17:13:01.897-05:00

4-20-10 Back from therapy. I had a restless night.. not exactly restless, I got my sleep, but I kept waking too often after the 130AM pop.. finally, around 420AM I got up and came to the office where I stayed mainly occupied in the smurf for most of five hours ‘til I went to see Shirl. I still don’t have much for objectives, but I think that this is going to be a more positive experience than I

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-76250254305894186642010-04-14T13:04:00.002-05:002010-04-14T13:06:58.716-05:00

I think that one of the things I appreciate about slash is that section in so many of the stories where one of the men is full of doubt about whether he's allowed to touch his lover in the gentle way he wants.. that very identifiable fear of being rebuffed.. well, that and the romance. I've developed a taste for romance stories that has truly surprised me. Twilight, f'rinstance, and the Catherine

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-30083534035822733042010-03-28T18:54:00.000-05:002010-03-28T18:55:24.708-05:00

..annit's not over YET ! !3-26-10 it does not feel like a Friday,, but the kiddos see mainly sedate so I'm going to whine about that, Yup, I'm @ school, rc second period's in; it seemed like about half of first didn't show up, that's fine, too. I prob'ly -could- get a 'good reading' on the psychic condition.. running slightly manic, evidenced by less sleep, shorter temper, more smurf, and

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-44009282736990457072010-03-13T18:11:00.002-06:002010-03-13T18:48:22.975-06:00

2-26-10 it's been a Fri, not much question about that. I'll do the Sat thing early and, w/JUST a li'l bitto something like luck get set for a couple of days of ease going into the testing situation. I'd like to tell you that I'm looking forward to the op to pick up a li'l extra money doing what'll almost f'sure be very light duty, but I'd be lyin' if I said I was looking forward to any part of it

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-42976579166065712992010-03-03T21:12:00.000-06:002010-03-03T21:13:47.368-06:00

This is a “selection” from my machined journal.. I thought I’dalready posted it @ my –other- spot, the LJ, but that seems notto be the case.. so I guess it’s new spew!But FIRST. A message from the Department or Redundancy Dept.I s'pose that means either do it NOW .. or not. I pick not. There's a small chance that I can get the stream rolling and that is sort of a priority. Eh, the rush of words

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-44368812346587196572009-09-23T18:06:00.005-05:002009-11-20T13:34:22.557-06:00

I -still- like the LiveJournal better, mainly for the way the 'notifier' works; if I reply to a comment left here, the commentor (I think) has to come back to the post to see it and doesn't get notified that I've replied.. or maybe I'm doing it wrong. ANYHOW, if you come, leave a comment, please. If you'd like to start a dialogue, that's easily arranged. Oh, and it's 'intentional,' that the

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-69834675987602275382009-09-06T08:29:00.004-05:002009-09-23T18:52:18.408-05:00

It's therapy for me.I've had these four chunks of my journal, which I thought I'd ship to MarthaArielTess over the summer.. and I didn't. And then I decided I couldn't or maybe SHOULDN'T. So I didn't. But I still wanted, needed to get them, y'know.. OUT. So I put them -here- intead of @ A Muse, my LiveJournal blog, 'cause she'd be less likely to see them here.. which is weird, sort

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-21002603746674952832009-09-06T07:57:00.002-05:002009-09-06T08:18:56.607-05:00

A typing emergency?I don't thinxo. I oft' have cause to regret putting that phrase into Jen's vocab.. well, actually, I regret it every time I hear it. Oh well, it's nobody's fault but my own. Here sits Ken, tappin' the cool wireless on a Monpm. I got napped up and approved to take a couple of days. It'll make the sorry assed testing plan much easier to bear. AND if all goes well, the week

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-84938430525502510042009-09-05T23:46:00.002-05:002009-09-06T00:04:21.880-05:00

I can tell you for a fact that little bitty shit whips up the salt breeze. Like today.Yeah, like today when she said I remember lunchin'..And you sent back big grins that weren't there.I was there.And so you were. And poised to..No, I would never again bring that up.You need to, even if it's only in here.It'd hafta be only in here and w/no chance of getting OUT of here.Well, you have as much to

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-497623187553543612009-09-05T22:59:00.002-05:002009-09-05T23:41:25.112-05:00

Yeah, that tile MAY be a little misleading. What I mean izzat this postis the last of the four whichwraps an as-yet-unnamed series. This COULD be especially confusing, depends on when the random you sees it because the other three may not be up yet. Relativity, what a context.Seven of five. What? Seven of five lines beginning w/that pronoun. There, I fixed a typo, bring the abhorrent average

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-50304864404487426102009-09-03T22:57:00.001-05:002009-09-03T23:00:07.786-05:00

I'm sure there's a good, or @ least a decent explanation for this, but.. golly.. 1022pm on a school night? Pills are in. the fade is imminent. I'm not sure when I got to bed last night, but I got up thisAM wondering if I'd managed to get the post up before I headed off for slumberland. I had Ariel in chat a bit earlier and asked her; it turned out that I had and she put a comment on for me. So..

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-81415607203042673052009-08-28T23:20:00.002-05:002009-08-29T00:14:59.328-05:00

Really, I haven't been to the relative here since July 23? That's nearly disgusting. Ah, It's only 'cause I started posting THIS year mainly to entertain txmi and after I got her to read along @ A Muse, i reckon I didn't see the need to keep this blog up to date. I kinda don't, still, but Marci might be coming over from the MoodTracker board and I wanted to make sure something sorta recent was

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-52504811163345712102009-07-23T11:24:00.002-05:002009-07-23T11:32:49.561-05:00

It's been real and it's been fun..I s'pose that means it's been real fun.I started the blog on a whim and almost immediately let it lie fallow for a couple of years 'til a solitary reader sorta inpired me to put up twenty-some posts this year (09) .. I've got kind of a sneaking suspicion that reader's moved on. It only takes a spark to keepa fire going. Drop a comment and I'll start posting.. or

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-48416067273470546192009-07-16T23:32:00.000-05:002009-07-16T23:33:31.966-05:00

Yeah, funny how that stuff works out, huh.. I'm not sure, really, but this.. writing in the compost spot seemed like a good idea again. Hell, imean heck.. it's 431AM Wed 7-15-09. Judging from the way they look in the archival morass this was one of my better birthdays in a few years.. got ecards from txmi, Sil and Tu.. Ariel and Nam wrote me a story AND a bit later Ariel forwarded a couple of new

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-65077948899210124152009-07-11T16:20:00.006-05:002009-07-11T16:37:00.709-05:00

Can YOU spell schizophrenia?Heh.Here's s'more stuff I found in the archives as I look for stuff to add to the fake chronolgy, which is up to (thank you for asking) 630+ pages.some notesReality is not something that just happens to you. Reality is something you make.There is an objective reality, but we cannot experience it directly. It is also without significance or meaning. The reality we

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-55265134447839328582009-07-10T18:52:00.007-05:002009-07-10T19:49:18.097-05:00

Heh.What a long strange trip.I've had waaaay much taime to browse my own archives.. kinda straightening up and stacking things. I'm building a pile w/as many of my old files as possible stacked up in chronological order. The first three or four hundred pages were pretty easy 'cause MOST of what I've done in the relative last three years has been put in discrete, easily dated packages. Today, I

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-55774186653958566682009-07-08T00:20:00.004-05:002009-07-08T00:45:25.120-05:00

Yeah.. been playin' in the personal archives and found.. *this* If pressed, I could get a nearly reliable date for this piece since it was posted @ my LJ blog, A Muse.Really and truly it's funny how shit worx out sometimes. Let's try to tell the story foremost on my mind, how this file, the rclatest, came to have such a long and telling tit: imagine trying to act normally in such a condition.

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-18736646080018149052009-07-02T14:23:00.004-05:002009-07-02T18:00:20.977-05:00

So.. I keep journals, you know that, right.. Present tense, plural.. @ the relative present I've got four annhaf journaling docs going. The one which is today's topic is the em (machine) jour.. the electronic one. It's the easiest to access and, so, the easiest to compile. I have a lot of fun playing in the electronic archives. The topic, imean the point.. over the course of the past however

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-2076934890290695232009-06-24T11:53:00.001-05:002009-06-24T11:56:50.889-05:00

We're not like other people.WE? We are the -same- people. And I doubt that -I- am much different from any other schizophrenic.I am different. You are different. AND we are not like the others.Do you know any others?Does Carter count?Um, no.. but I'll grant that I'm not like him.You're compelled to be "whole," aren't you?I have a little difficulty w/the notion of sharing my identity w/someone or

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-84692858195064199062009-06-09T12:16:00.003-05:002009-06-09T12:57:32.968-05:00

This seems so bass ackwards. There's a reason I seldom compose into my blog spots, either the relative here or @ A Muse. Whatever I set in these spaces generally belongs in my journal; the converse is not as often true. But the clip works both ways and I -did- want to make certain that I got a post in, I haven't, for a while. I see from the MoodTracker that my bud, the maniac, hasn't been

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-67847501272258729652009-05-26T16:59:00.002-05:002009-05-26T17:32:19.908-05:00

So, it's like this.. School's ending; iota be completely checked out 'til abut Aug in ten days. Actually, I'm "involved" in a project that will keep me in touch w/a few of my faculty peers a couple of times over the summer BUT I won't be seeing the kids for.. several weeks. I'll run mainly manic and loving it thru' exams 'cause I get such a buzz being w/the stoonts. Then I'm likely to crash.

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-5332578356460701072009-05-24T00:06:00.003-05:002009-05-24T14:51:00.968-05:00

AND>> on my way to scrape a few pages off my clipboard, I checked on the one other blog I watch.. it was informative. I still WANT to know how to get only the first few lines of my posts to show, like @ the dashboard. I learned that the G'blog notifier, which regularly put the comments -I- leave @ that blog in my Gmailbox, tho' -replies- to my comments DON'T find their way in. So, I guess if I

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-60007408717077771912009-05-13T21:30:00.002-05:002009-05-13T21:36:45.321-05:00

On the advice of my SOLE reader, I went over to MoodTracker dot com and woohoo, I'm impressed w/the layout over there! By jove I think may be exactly the write tool to help me sort out a LOT of notions about the, um.. lessay, malady.. that wants to isoloate the collective us. And THEN there's the forum; I *love* the bipolar forum!It's probably the surgin' maniac, but I feel connected in a way

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-59444636959972467462009-05-10T01:01:00.004-05:002009-05-10T01:46:33.344-05:00

I longed to cup her face.. imagining my thumbs on her chin, fingers along the jaw, earlobes between my index and middle fingers.. as I stepped in andand viot and watched her eyes close in acceptance....This WILL take some getting used to; one of my favorite affected stylisms is the one I call the anticonvention. NO capitals or punctuation! And where I would have used an apostraphe, like for a

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-77125495029448673462009-04-29T02:19:00.003-05:002009-04-29T02:37:05.416-05:00

(living better w/chemistry)Ah.. strike a formerly familiar pose.. feet up on the huge desk w/the k'board in my lap. The wireless is really good for that. So.. am I afraid of the noise or afraid of the quiet?Why does it hafta be fear?It's something Glynda suggested.Ahhh, the wise one. Yeah, It's good to have her back, but.. well she's.She says she's fine but she's not.. imean she...What?I dunno.

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-71544301092713692862009-04-28T21:45:00.003-05:002009-04-28T22:54:32.346-05:00

Of course that's a misnomer, this ISN"T live and it's been edited somewhat. I'll try.. okay, the intended opener was, like, It's her blog, she can do whatever she wants. That's the beauty of the format, eh. Ordinarily, this is NOT the way I'd generate a post for MY blog, but it seemed like the thing to do. I think I've set that lame excuse on four lines, @ least, thispm. Using it as a a

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-88747111962469077282009-04-24T22:20:00.003-05:002009-04-24T23:18:32.553-05:00

wait, wait.. I know what I want to do here; let's do a frame thingy. I invent some of the coolest toys for teaching and learning and for facilitating. The one I'm about to demonstrate is to keep the stream flowing.. or to -start- the stream flowing. I've made a document that's got a vertical line of numbers and the way it works izzat the typist drops into the #1 line, types for a minute and then

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-79237033682298096842009-04-18T08:11:00.004-05:002009-04-18T09:07:17.266-05:00

Try to be quick, hesed, or you'll lose that audience of one.This'll count as a profile update for Txmich: I teach HS..this year it's 9th and 10th graders and English. I hired on, um 13 or 14 years ago as a reading techer and stayed 'cause the school (deep in the'hood) felt so comfortable, much like a family and because I *KNEW* it was a place I could make a "real difference." But I brought 8

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-65756898005981829842009-04-12T01:06:00.007-05:002009-04-12T01:35:51.870-05:00

This Piece.. wow, FIRST it ran out of my pen.. mustabeen four years ago, since then I've posted it a couple of times @ A Muse, my LiveJournal site. It figures large in what I call the Personal Mythology. It's not AWFULLY long, a couple of pages, as saved in txt. The "intro" and dedication leading in.. well, I left that in because it seemed like the thing to do @ the time. It's the way I put it up

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-55990607815324038342009-04-09T22:56:00.004-05:002009-04-09T23:37:45.230-05:00

I s'pose that not many folk not wearing my pants realize HOW MUCH socalled time I spend writing.. prob'ly about as much as I do reading.. maybe more. Today, I've spent more time on the former. And I have a job I love (teaching). Oh yeah.. so I write. One of the "projects" I've been playing @ has been kinda hamstrung lately.. "blocked" as the edit THEY say in THEIR vernacular by trying to tell

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-82818767372528208132009-03-31T01:10:00.001-05:002009-03-31T01:11:47.923-05:00

TueAM, barely, y’know.. about a haffan hour in. it’s nearly too late to put the Ambien in so I’ll very probably do the all-nighter. I’ve sent Sil a headsup, but.. well, I’m not especially optimistic that she’s up.. I could get lucky tho’. I’ve got some schoolstuff, of course, to help pass a few hours and the twenty minute drill of getting ready for school.. and that would include showering and

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-5117627398733561282009-03-30T23:52:00.003-05:002009-03-31T01:10:16.276-05:00

lemme saddle up the palomino and ride a few lines. MAYBE the reason i haven't managed to strike up the exchange w/micello is 'cause i keep doing such relatively extraordinarily long posts.. and let's be frank, i really do think i have overestimated my own interesting ness. BUT i remain hopeful that we'll get that exchange going.. maybe email is the way to go, and swap tales about how we came to

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-87982639099707857662009-03-22T01:23:00.001-05:002009-03-22T01:27:19.543-05:00

EVIDENTLY, I've much overestimated my interesting ness. Oh well, them's the breaks and here's yet another entry destined for no comments @ the G blog.I gotta get some cooking done and get started on the untend. I'm certain that prog reps go out next week and I've made a kinda large deal about pushing the kids w/much work. SOME of it has to get somekinda evaluation. Of course, I want only to sit

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-8161828993454373732009-03-17T18:46:00.002-05:002009-03-17T18:59:37.687-05:00

A tool I invented to faciltate the maybe peculiar streaming I do and love is "the Frame." Basically, I set up a stack of prenumbered lines and start writing.. counting on the linewrap and the down arrow to make this sucker work. It does.. almost magnificently. Drop into the frame and type.. watch a second had somewhere and click the down arrow @ the min mark. DON'T use a return, it'll screw

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-60559880581142178372009-03-17T12:57:00.002-05:002009-03-17T13:01:42.580-05:00

USUALLY, this would go up @ A Muse (my LiveJournal site) and it pro'ly will.. later, but I thought I'd put it ..y'know HERE. It's not so much showing off as making a point. = = = = = = = = = = I'm going to go get under the mask and ibetcha I can slip thru' the gates of slumberland w/in ten or fifteen min. If not, I'll prob'ly be back in the relative here clutching a pen for a while.

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-90760665903578933622009-03-17T00:26:00.002-05:002009-03-17T00:49:00.996-05:00

I will almost certainly make it to bed.. reltively shortly. I dont want to be sacked out much past 8AM. It's rc 1130pm. 3-16-09. the spewage filling the box is nearly fresh..relatively recent.. imean, if you compare it to the stuff I've been putting up over @ A Muse, it's crisply fresh..I'm goin' to shut the g'spot and I'll be write back. Okay, not WRITE back, nothing moves nearly quickly enough,

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-50616711457316968482009-03-14T20:28:00.004-05:002009-03-16T22:44:39.548-05:00

I'll come up w/a catchy title later. I've tried NOT to do much "live spew" into the posting boxes, it's..JUST not the way I do thing. Lessay the reason izzat I'd rather move the verbiage from my journal to the box than the other way around. I guess it really doesn't matter a whole lot. The issue is how deep I want run the string into this hole and.. well that's really about it. I could sit and

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-8630764487025121602009-03-07T09:18:00.002-06:002009-03-07T10:19:23.450-06:00

Hang on, I'm going to get another cup of coffee, drain the pot.. and put a Dr Pepper in the freezer for haffan hour or so. And.. so .. not liking this so much hesed. Mostly I meant the Blogger experience, it's been HUGELY unsatisfying.. less so, even, than the LJ and for the same reason(s) to a greater extent. I want readers and I want feedback/commentary from said readers. The LJ sorta came w/a

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-8179313590134379512009-02-27T23:56:00.002-06:002009-02-28T00:23:49.888-06:00

What follows is an mainly unedited transcript of a chat w/one of gal pals.. a group of wimmin I "see" often online, but w/a couple of exceptions, have never met. I've never met Tu.. the conversant in this chat.. from Fri pm. I was NOT feeling good.. I think, but won't KNOW for a day or so, that I am or was shifting from the manic to the the depressive side of the "cycle." One of my co-workers,

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-51766274085482201172009-02-26T17:56:00.000-06:002009-02-26T19:20:00.624-06:00

I guess Willie said it best.. "gee aint it funny, how time slips away."My old Win 98 platform crashed.. power supply or something, a hardware pror, not the trusted software. Anyhow, I found a machine to "fill the gap" for the psychotically compelled line stringer, and I set a little chunk w/intentions of moving it to the blog.. but that, um, well, it got complicated. in the meatine, txmichele has

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-9056236323828346302009-01-25T16:03:00.000-06:002009-01-25T21:43:12.034-06:00

The part of me I call "vain Ken" likes this piece as the quintessential introduction. I wrote it back in college and keep trotting it out, almost completely unchanged, whenever I feel I might snag a reader. And JUST because I can, I'm going to show off a piece that nearly must be heard read aloud to be appreciated, which I call "Rabbit Chase." I guess I'm rushing things, 'cause I don't want to

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-11792354897041236972009-01-25T01:22:00.000-06:002009-01-25T01:47:49.262-06:00

so.. i haven't kept up w/my G blog.. sue me. Hang on .. i need to figure out how to cope w/format.. Okay, i'll start using @ least conventional capitalization. I decided to do a quick update JUST in case txmichelle comes looking. I think I can be forgiven for not remembering what I've posted in the relative here two years ago. I didn't keep up the postage because .. well, because. I've prob'ly

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-5769488436952543282006-12-21T01:30:00.000-06:002006-12-21T02:01:25.434-06:00

Wow.. a month.I'd tell ya viot's been goin' on but.. So here sits Ken w/the k'board in his lap. I'm inclined to paste in the stuff I've set and shipped, imean shared, already. It'd make a nifty sorta introduction.. in that odd mobius manner w/which I'm soooo enchanted.Yeah, let's DO that. Stand by for stupid in three .. two..112-19-06Yeah, Tuesday for another five min or so. I went to bed an hour

sirkayemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02592323594040115586noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6418940115749869685.post-70396352461140045202006-11-21T12:21:00.000-06:002006-11-21T12:22:58.396-06:00

We'll JUST see if this works.. and then we'll see if anyone ELSE sees it.

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